Accountability Coaching, Funky Feelings, and the Big Red Button I Can’t Find
What an interesting funk indeed. Two weeks in a row now where I haven't had podcast guests lined up, I haven't wanted to figure out what's next, I have just been sitting in indecision. I think I am right there and then BAM it slips. I know my emotions are too fickle to be the ingredients for a good business owner. I know I am supposed to have a plan and I just need to work the plan, especially on days I don't feel like it. I don't always know the right answer. I don't always know what direction I should be going in. I am constantly thinking of what way is best, when in reality I know I just need to start or just need to go towards something and it'll shake out. I can pivot and realign, but I feel like I am hesitating in the just start.
Accountability Coaching is the business I want to start. I say start, because I need the website to reflect it appropriately (even though I have been actually doing this kind of coaching for years at this point, just unpaid or for my own benefit only). I need to actually offer something to someone for it to become any semblance of a business. I need coaching clients for it to pay for itself and eventually pay me and funnel money into our household. I get stuck in what's right instead of just do the thing. I have historically been good at doing the "just go do the thing". I am not sure where the feelings and emotions are buried that has had me just sitting here in indecision and fear. I am not sure what domino needs to fall so that more dominos keep falling. I know there is momentum in there. Where TF is the BIG RED BUTTON?!
Anyways, welcome to my personal journal slash weekly email. HA!
Today's episode is further reflection of this email snippet. Not sure what to do or where to go but knowing there are lessons within it. Today I talk about selling it all, the energy we have been holding (for potentially decades) and my friend we will call "Libby" that is reliving a situation over and over, but she put an expiration date on the situation, which is coming up in mid July!
Let me know what you have been feeling lately. Is it just me? where the hell is Mercury? I heard a lot about Mercury being in Retrograde last year, is this similar? Or is Pluto in renegade this month maybe? That would explain some shit. Pluto is angry that we downgraded her to not a planet and now she is like, I'll show you "NOT A PLANET ANYMORE" you jerk offs.
Also, I am actually fine, this is just the lines of questioning that go through my head here and there. I got some quality time with my babbling nephew and sweet niece yesterday as well as ample hours outdoors, which truly helps my mind. What do you do when you're in a funk that feels like it is proven to work to get you out of it?
